Testimony of Kat’s Healing
Thanks to Kat for sharing her testimony. I pray this blesses and edifies! -
Hi my name is Kat, I just wanted to give God glory for delivering me from mental illness.
10 years ago I got very sick, I could not walk or talk properly and I had a tremor in my hand and severe pain. I saw 3 neurologist and the last was the top dog and he said that I was environmentally poisoned. I think he was right.
Due to my speech and not having insurance they wanted me to have a psychiatric exam thinking my speech was from some mental trauma. Go figure.. I took the normal exam and he asked me all these wonderful question when he got to the part that “Do I ever hear voices” Well I kindly to the man that the Lord speaks to me. He looked odd and asked me what he said and I told him anything he wanted he was God.
Then he asked me later on if I had anything odd happen to me. I did I asked the Lord to show me how he felt for the lost because I did not have any feelings for the lost. For 3 months I would hear him weep sometime quietly sometimes close sometimes far away off and on during these 3 months. It was tragic for me and finally I told him I knew how he felt and to please take it away I could not stand to hear him weep any longer. The doctor thought I was psychotic and that I had depression. I knew that I had depression from pain and not being able to work or pay bills so I took this medicine he gave me.
Please note that I have papers now that say I am mentally ill psycho-affective disorder with bi-polar tendencies….. I have lost 8 years of my life I was in and out of mental hospitals because I was totally messed up from this medicine. I was unable to read pray or even listen to music, My children were raised by a totally unbalanced Mom. Sad..I remember one day seeing this scripture 2 Timothy 1:7 For God has not given us the spirit of fear but of power and of love and of a sound mind.
I saw the word sound and I thought at the time it meant “safe” mind. I new this was true and I said out loud “Hmm” I wonder how He was going to do that? He showed me. I ran out of medicine and instead of sleeping 22 hours a day I only slept 16 I was amazed that I could stay awake so I did not take my refill, I then proceeded to wean myself off of the other two psychotic medicines by the grace of God He showed me how he did it!!!
I give God the glory for a sound mind and I am healed and restored to God’s glory. I have a heart for the lost I was lost for 8 years in a black world without knowing that God was even with me.