One thing that I want to leave you with. You’re not alone in this spiritual battle. I think thoughts i don’t like too.. many people do. Because you recognize the difference between good and bad shows that God is with you and is teaching you something. So smile, because many people don’t recognize these things.

Praying for you.. I’ll send you a side email as well. God bless.

Without digging in and finding the scripture, there’s 2 things God promises in this topic and this is what happens in my life on them:

1: We won’t receive any burden that is too much for us to handle. He give us enough as a test, which builds up endurance, strength, perseverance, etc. If burdens were easy, it would take us a 1000 years to be formed into the image of Christ. But in-Christ, the burdens are conquered as long as we remain there.

2: He will always give us a way out. I find something very interesting my own life that I may write about later.. But every single time I have temptation, He does exactly that.. gives a way out. During temptation, I have had a passing thought from the Spirit “This isn’t right”.. I’ve experienced words in my surroundings while the temptation is up against me (such as words on something I’m looking at, words from something I hear in the background.. a conversation, music, tv, or things my eyes are looking at). I’ve also experienced phone calls from Godly people.. a stub of the toe, a bang of the head on something… the dropping of something out of my hands, tipping over a glass of water… It goes on and on and on… If we are “looking” for God during the temptation, we will find the “out” that He promises to give us. What sucks, is sometimes I see it as His out, and I still choose to ignore it. :( Forgive me Lord… Forgive me.